Death of the Ego
By Zulma Reyo
/ 2 November, 2025
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Towards the end of the session, Mahny helped share out the dogs to everyone who was there, making sure that even those who had come without a canine companion had the chance to hold or stroke. As I looked around the room I saw how those wet noses I’d been so wary of were snuffling smiles onto the faces of the people around me. How the serious guy who’d said he’d never done yoga before and who’d been frowning at the unfamiliar positions suddenly relaxed as soon as a tail wagged near him. How the tired woman seemed re-energised (in fact, she suddenly seemed younger) in the enthusiasm of an inquisitive puppy who’d approached her. Looking around the room, I realised I was just starting on learning a new language for what I’d thought of as ‘dumb’ creatures; that I could find a way to love animals because, if nothing else, I love humans.
So having proved that I could handle close contact with dogs after all, I hoped I could be ready for an untamed animal yoga challenge. I travelled down to Devon to a sunny field and gingerly approached the creatures watching me from the other end. These were to be the yoga companions for today’s outdoor session. But what were they? Camels? Poodles? A cross between these and a sheep? And a kitten? In fact none of these – I was in a field with the Rosebud Ranch’s alpacas.
‘You know they spit?’ I’d been warned by a friend, but Lucy - the owner of the Rosebud Ranch - explained that the alpacas would only spit at people if they felt threatened. Sian, our instructor, guided us with laying out our mats and as we did so, the alpacas skittered off to another corner of the field. I didn’t know whether to be disappointed or relieved. So I wouldn’t be spat at while my attention was distracted with a balance pose. There would be no butting into me as I held Warrior. But then, from a safe distance, I could now stare at them as much as I liked while I was practising.
And they were great to look at: as Sian said, ‘The animals are calming and therapeutic, they have wonderful energy and a peaceful presence... as well as being very cute and fluffy.’ Nevertheless, as one of my fellow yoginis - Mary Ann Nester - commented, it was undeniable that ‘if the alpacas had been keener to mingle with us, their contribution to a spiritual connection would have been greater.’
But perhaps the animals’ apparent disdain was just what we needed. I’d felt so special, travelling down to Devon to do yoga with these creatures. But while I was having my Experience, and other yoginis were taking selfies, and we were all busy with the undeniable Instagram appeal of these wide-eyed woollies, the alpacas were teaching us the fundamental lesson of animal yoga: that we are not of nearly such interest to the natural world as it is to us. And that in keeping our smartphones with us on our mats, we seemed to have forgotten the real reason to do yoga.
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